TC: I… *glances at Zero…shrugs* …don't really know what I'm thinking. I miss our little brother's light. I hate this endless waiting, this limbo of not knowing. Sometimes I think it'd almost be better if he were gone, because then at least it'd be over, but I don't /want/ him to die, not yet, so . . . I /do/ prefer the wait to the certainty of already having lost him. But… *shakes his head - if Stars is there, or even Zero might be able to guess…he prefers to /not/ think, honestly…because he usually does too much of it*